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October Barbella Box

October Barbella Box

October’s Barbella Box did not disappoint!

The Chestee Sports Bra

A padded bra but not in the way you might think. These sports bras have extra padding on the chest (not boobs) to help prevent bruising during workouts.  Think doing front squats and cleans.  The chest and collarbones can easily get bruised during those movements and Chestee helps keep that to a minimum.

We were asked specifically to provide measurements to make sure that we received the right size.  Chestee says that they want their bras to be snug and a little on the tight side.  I provided the proper measurements but there was a part of me that thought I should have gone up a size.  I was right.  The bra fits but it’s super snug, so much so, that I had to have Scott help me take it off. Fun for him, not for me.  I’ll have to try it again once I lose a few inches.

JerkFit Nubs

These are little sleeves that go over your thumbs to help prevent chaffing and blisters during workouts where you’re using a hookgrip.  They are fantastic! I use them for deadlifts and love them.  Seriously, I’m such of fan of these guys. They do take some getting used to because they make your thumb a little bigger, so there is some adjustment but it doesn’t take long.

Bruise-Be-Gone by Pulse Skin

10ml roll-on bottle made with essential oils along with good for your vitamins.  This stuff is perfect and the roll-on makes it easy to apply.  I had just got done doing a crap ton of front squats and rolled this guy all over my shoulders because that’s where I tend to bruise up.  It didn’t take the bruises away but helped make the area less tender and the bruises didn’t stick around as long.

Koios drink by Mental Titan

Energy drink infused with MCT oil to help provide energy and mental clarity.  You guys know, I don’t drink supplement or energy drinks so I don’t have any feedback to provide you.

Ginger Tea and Candies from Prince of Peace

There’s no website for this company (that I could find) but a google search will bring up places that you can purchase it from.  The candies are hard ginger candies and tea is crystallized ginger pieces that make a quick tea. I haven’t tried them out yet but am really curious about the tea!

Summary:

I loved this box!  Aside from not being able to use The Chestee right now, it’s a great bra that I can’t wait to try out. The nubs are always in my bag ready to go and the bruise be gone is great stuff!

If you’re looking to treat yourself or someone you know this holiday season, snag a Barbella Box! It’s such a great variety of goodies for the female lifter.

 

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Fitness Friday: Old Lady Feels

Workout Station

Monday:

I went for a 1 mile run with my friend Kira before our workout. Right now we’re doing a run/walk for the mile and are considering doing the Couch To 5K program starting in December.  Both of us want to start running (for me, to get back into running. You know, trying this for the 5 millionth time. Gah.) and feel like starting off with the C25K program might be beneficial.

I’ve been having some issues with shins while running. They’ve been cramping up during the run. It’s not shin splints, my shins don’t hurt after my run only during.  They cramp up pretty badly too and it becomes hard to walk. My left shin is the worst but my right shin does it as well.  Not sure if I need new shoes or if I just need to get used to running again.

If you remember, I had some trouble with my hip. Well my hip is fine and now it’s my shins. I swear it is always something that is keeping me from running. Meanwhile, Scott started running and is now up to 3 miles no problem. Jerk.

Anyway, the workout was:

  • 10 Box Dips
  • 10 Deficit Pushups
  • 10 Burpees to Plates

This workout was hard on my shoulder.  I strained my right shoulder back in September from doing too much aggressive triceps dips and it’s still bothering me.  I’ve been taking things slowly and lightly with it but it’s frustrating nonetheless. So this workout really challenged my shoulder and I felt it at the end.

PS: There’s always a warmup for the workouts I just don’t post those because it’s a warmup and not terribly exciting. But if you’re really interested in what those look like, just give me a shout and I’ll start adding them.

Tuesday:

I did a strength session before the workout. Super easy and light session to get back into the swing of things. I did squats which felt OK but my shoulders were really sore and tight from Monday’s workout which made the bar uncomfortable.

I also did a few presses which made my shoulder feel a little tight and I could tell they were tired from the previous workout.

This workout was rough and left me feeling defeated and frustrated. I had really low energy even though I just had a banana before starting and I had trouble getting through it.  I did it but did not get as many rounds as I would have liked.

AMRAP 25:

  • 25 Plate Overhead Stepping Lunges – 15lb Plate
  • 45 Sumo HighPulls with 35lb KB
  • 25 Situps with 25lb Plate

UGH. My arms were shaky during the lunges. Recommended weight was 25lb plate but I couldn’t do that and dropped to 15lb.  My legs started shaking during the sumo highpulls and just MEH. This workout sucked and left me drained.

Wednesday:

Rest day. I was dragging hardcore getting out of bed and I was so freaking sore from the previous two workouts. I originally thought that I would make a later class at the gym but instead I took an epsom salt bath with some arnica and eucalyptus.  That made me feel so much better!  I felt guilty all day for missing class.  I hate missing a workout just because I feel like an old lady. Grrrr!

Thursday:

I was still sore and really tired but I made it to the gym. We did snatches and jump rope. Snatches are hard on my shoulder and I had to drop weight to get through this workout.  Cue more frustration and angst.

I also did a mile run before class and my shin cramped up on me forcing me to walk most of the way back.  Grumble grumble.

Friday:

We had 5 stations, spend a minute at each station with 30 second transition between stations. 3 total rounds.

  • 35lb Kettlebell broad jumps.
  • Bear crawls with 25lb dumbbells.
  • Box jump overs
  • Twisting med ball lunges
  • Reverse lunges

I thought the bear crawls were going to be awkward AF but they actually weren’t too bad. The move that got me was the kettlebell broad jump! That had my legs shaking and really wore them out. I was ready to be done by round 3.

Summary:

I got frustrated a lot this week because I was feeling old and rickety. My joints are hurting more, there’s more muscle soreness, and I’m getting tired a lot easier.  It used to just be around my cycle that I would notice the symptoms increase but now it’s happening more often which is leaving me frustrated.  Time to start fiddling with my diet and sleep to see if that helps.  If not then I may have to suck it up and talk to someone about it.

 

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Fitness Friday: Slow and Steady

me post workout

Monday:

Was rough. I didn’t sleep well and I hit the later 9am class.  This was my first class after my very first CrossFit competition the previous Saturday and I was so. very. tired.  More on the event soon, I’m still trying to get all my thoughts together for that review.

Our WOD was AMRAP for 12:

  • 10 Snatches
  • 10 Sumo Deadlift High Pulls
  • 10 Lateral Burpees

UGH.  We had to do snatches for the competition so this was a little rough going.  Snatches are still a very weak spot for me so the weight was light at 35lbs. I got in 3 rounds + 28.  So close to getting 4 rounds but the burpees held me back.

Tuesday:

Tabata workout, 20sec work 10sec rest, for 8 rounds.

  • Row for calories
  • Abmat Situps
  • Pushups
  • Mountain Climbers

The mountain climbers got me towards the end and I had to scale those by removing the jump between switching legs.

We also worked on front squats and I worked up to an 80lb front squat!  That is my highest weight so far.  I tried for 90lbs but my legs were not having it.  I’m OK with 80 though, still a PR.

Wednesday:

All the running!  This was a combo of cardio and strength and it was a challenging workout.  I have not done a workout quite like this before and the transition was tough.  We did get a rest between running and lifting which helped.  I was the slowest in the group.  Everyone is a faster runner than I am and they all flew through their sets. I took my time with the weight sets.

  • 800M Run
  • 5 Min Rest
  • 3×4 Back Squat
  • 400M Run
  • 3 Min Rest
  • 3×4 Press
  • 200M Run
  • 2 Min Rest
  • 3×4 Deadlift

I got up to 90 for the back squat.  Again due to tired legs especially after the run.  Umph!  That was tough!  I’m also still dealing with some shoulder pain so my presses weren’t so great.  I was able to do a few reps at 55lb but not many. I had to drop down to 50lb to finish out the sets.  Deadlifts, worked up to 155lb for my last set.  It was tough and my legs were rubber by this point.

Thursday:

Our workout was split into Beginner, Intermediate, and Advanced.  I did the intermediate level and I was so close to RXing this workout but had to drop the weight down to 50lb.  Boo!  So close I could taste that RX!

21-15-9-6

  • Burpees
  • Hang Squat Clean
  • Banded Pullups

Goooooood lord.  It doesn’t look like much but it was rough.  We were told to take it slow and steady, that it wasn’t a race to be the fastest.  Good thing because wow, this was such a challenge.

I was wrecked by the end of this workout.

Friday:

I thought I was wrecked from the Thursday workout which was nothing compared to today’s workout.  Ugh.  Hero Workout White and it was so so rough.

5 Rounds:

  • 3 Rope Climbs (Or 6 Rope Pulls)
  • 10 Toes To Bar
  • 21 Walking Lunges with 25lb held overhead
  • 400m Run

35 minute time cap and I finshed at 33:03 with a seriously scaled version.   I can’t do rope climbs which is highly frustrating.  There’s some element that I’m not getting or something isn’t clicking yet with my feet and the rope because I can barely stand up on the rope.  Two girls who are brand new to the gym just learned rope climbs today and were able to do it.   *grumble*

I also cannot do toes-to-bar, I can just get my feet lifted off the ground.  And weighted walking lunges are so hard on my legs. I was able to do a few with my knees touching the ground but then had to switch and focus on getting as low as I could.

I did do the runs though!  Had to walk for a few seconds once I reached the 4th round but I’m ok with that.

Summary:

This week was challenging for me.  Some of the workouts drained me mentally and physically.  Hello, Hero Workout. But I pushed through and did the best that I could.

I’m seriously considering doing another competition in April 2017.  I need to get my butt in gear though to prepare for that.  Which means I need to run more and work on my endurance along with CrossFit moves.  I don’t want to look ridiculous.  I want to be able to complete the workouts and really push myself.  Still in the considering stage right now!

Despite being really tired and drained this week, looking back I feel good with how the week went.  I’m also proud of myself for making the Monday workout because it would have been easy to brush it off and claim that I needed another rest day.

 

 

 

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Fitness Friday: Push Through

Motivational Quote

I didn’t get a chance to post this last week but I did have everything already logged so I’m keeping it in for this week. Last week is first and this week follows.

Monday

This workout was rough.  I struggled with it the entire time.

  • 4o0M Run
  • 20 Ring Rows
  • 20 Push Presses
  • 20 Bent Over Rows
  • 20 Front Squats
  • 20 Box Step-Ups in Front Rack Position
  • 20 Lateral Burpees
  • 200M

I was dragging during this workout and was riding the struggle bus. It was the first time that I thought I was either going to vomit or pass out afterwards.  I went to a later class and didn’t eat beforehand so I feel like that played a huge factor. I ate well on Sunday but perhaps I didn’t eat enough that day.  But man, it was rough.  I ate as soon as I got back home from the gym but was tired and sleepy the rest of the day.

Tuesday:

Fran was the workout:

  • 21-15-9
  • Thrusters
  • Pull Ups

Before the WOD we worked on our split jerk up to a heavy single.  I was able to work up to 75lbs for that but my arms were definitely feeling tired.

I started Fran at 55lb but eventually had to drop down to 45lb.  I could not get through the thrusters at 55lb.  UGH.  It was frustrating but I also know it’s because my arms and shoulders were fatigued from the previous day’s workout.

I did also feel a little weak during this workout so I’m adjusting my eating just a bit to see if that helps.

Wednesday:

WOD was:

  • 30-20-10
  • Toes-to-bar
  • Wall Balls

I did t-t-b as best I could and got my feet up as high as I could.  This is a move that I feel like I could get down with some practice.  Wall balls felt solid and I’m seeing some progress with them.  It’s still a challenge for me to squat that much at one time for speed but it’s getting better.

I also did some strength today with some light squats and deadlifts.  I tried pulling 165 for deadlifts today but couldn’t get it.  I dropped down to 155 and pulled that for one but it was a shaky and tough pull.  I was also a tad light headed after.

UGH.  I’ve previously pulled 155 for 5 but today was just rough.  I left the gym super frustrated and annoyed.  I let it creep in to the rest of my day as well.  I tried not to but was not successful with that either.

Thursday:

  • 4oom run x 4 then:
  • 21-15-9
  • Kettlebell swings
  • Pushups

I did run for half and then rowed the remaining half.  I did alright during this workout but still felt very tired and fatigued. I have no clue what’s going on this week but it’s making me cranky.

Friday:

Unintentional rest day.  Started a new schedule which has me working later on Thursday evenings and I needed the sleep.

THIS WEEK

Monday:

For the strength portion we worked on front squats and I was able to squat 65lb.  I knew that I’d be doing squats later for additional strength training so I didn’t want to go too heavy.

The workout was

50-40-30-20-10

  • Double Unders (Singles were 100-80-60-40-20)
  • Sit-ups

x 2

I don’t have great double unders so I did singles.  However this workout, twice, sucked.  We did get a full 5 minute rest between sets but still.  That equals 300 sit-ups.  I honestly didn’t think that I would make it through this workout. We’ve done this before but only one set and I barely made it.  That took me 13:28 and that was back in December.

This took me 25:50 which includes the 5 minute rest between sets.  So minus 5 minutes, it looks like I have definitely improved on this set!  I’ll take that as a win!

Worked on strength movements and focused on strict press and cleans.

Tuesday:

Overhead squats and hanging squat cleans were the focus today.  My least favorite moves.

The workout was an ARAMP for 9:

  • 20 Wall Balls
  • 10 Hanging Squat Snatches
  • 10 Alternating Pistols

Wednesday:

Good thing I had my running shoes handy because there was lots of running today!

  • 400M Run
  • 21 Kettlebell Swings
  • 12 Pull ups
  • x 3

I used the 25lb KB for my swings because I can do full range and get a true American style swing with that weight.  I also did banded pull-ups.  I was still the slowest person who completed this workout but I was able to do all of the runs without issue.  Running with no pain is a goal I’m still working on.

Strength session after that where I made the 165lb deadlift my bitch.  Last week I couldn’t pull it and could barely do 155lb.  I wasn’t letting that get me down this week.  I walked up to the bar telling myself that I could pull it even if it’s just for one.  I did 3.  Training was supposed to be for 5 reps but I didn’t have that much umph.  I’m ok with having completed 3 reps. Boom!

Thursday:

  • 21-15-9
  • Cleans
  • Box Dips

I cleaned 60lbs for this workout.  The highest I can clean with good form is 75lbs so I feel good about this workout.  Maybe I could have tried for 65lbs but 60 was a good start.

I can’t do ring dips so I did box dips as a modifier.  I tried banded ring dips after class and got stuck.  Ha! So yeah, not ready for those just yet.

Friday:

Fight Gone Bad

5 stations, a minute at each station, for 3 rounds. 1 minute rest between rounds:

  • Row for Calories
  • Wall Balls
  • Sumo Deadlift High Pulls with Kettlebell
  • Box Jumps
  • Push Presses

Ugh, it was rough but I pushed through.  Most people on the white board had totals up in the 200s and my total was 182.  So I wasn’t feeling all that great about my score until my coach came over to me and said I did an awesome job because I almost Rx (as prescribed) the entire workout.  The only station that I didn’t was the box jumps because I’m still at a 16in jump vs. a 20in jump.

That made me feel so much better about my workout! I didn’t even realize that I Rx’d just about everything until he mentioned it to me.  There are still a lot of moves and weight amounts that I have to modify when I do the workouts each day and my goal is to at some point be able to Rx most of the workout.  Today was one of those days and I didn’t even realize it!

Summary

Last week was horrible and this week was so much better.  These workouts definitely ebb and flow and it’s really easy to get frustrated on the weeks that aren’t going so well.  I’m trying to be better about not letting it get me down too much and to focus on progress.  I’m definitely farther along than I was when I started.  Or even a month ago.

Trying to keep my eye on the prize and not get hung up on the smaller battles.

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July’s Barbella Box

July_2016_Barbella

June and July’s boxes were curated by Miranda Oldroyd and if you recall, I wasn’t a huge fan of June’s box.  I was a little concerned that this box might be the same but that was not the case at all.  I loved July’s box, it contained so many fun things!

We Are All Smith custom arrow bracelet.  The arrow has special meaning to Miranda and that story was provided with the bracelet along with a discount code to use for a future purchase.

The bracelet is adjustable so it fits my small wrists.  I’m also in love with arrows right now and it’s a contender for one of my future tattoos.  It’s gorgeous and perfectly feminine.

Linchpin tanktop

This grey tanktop is so light weight, soft, and comfortable.  I’m completely in love with it!  I wore it the next day to workout.  It held up great and didn’t sag too much when it got sweaty.  Easy to wash and toss right in the dryer without worrying about shrinkage.

W.O.D. Welder Coffee Soap

This soap has ground coffee beans in it which means it smells fantastic.  The grounds also act as a mild scrub while washing with it.  This soap is fun and provides a nice change up in the shower.

Flag Nor Fail Headband

I have a really small head and most headbands this size slide right off.  This headband stays put for the most part.  It’s snug and keeps hair out of my face while working out.  It did slip a little during the workout and I had to adjust it.  But it didn’t slip completely off, the gel grip really does help it stick in place.

Caveman Coffee MCT Oil (Sample)

Coconut oil for coffee!  I don’t blend oil in my coffee too much anymore but this will be nice when I want a little more umph to my coffee.

Progenex Cocoon Sample

A supplement that is supposed to help you sleep and restore those muscles.  Most supplements and I don’t get along so I passed this off to a friend.

I loved July’s box!  It had such awesome things that will see a ton of use!  This is probably my favorite box so far out of the three that I have received.

If you are interested, you can sign up for your own Barbella Box and start getting goodies each month!

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June’s Barbella Box

June 2016 Barbella Box

June’s Barbella Box has arrived!  June and July’s boxes are curated by Miranda Oldroyd, a badass fitness chick.

What this box contained:

WOD Gear Booty Shorts

The shorts are a fabulous color and they are so very comfortable.  However I am not yet that comfortable wearing booty shorts to the gym so at the moment they are for home only.  My goal is to be able to wear these to the gym or when I’m out for a run.

Progenex Trucker Hat

Eh, the hat is alright. It’s big and doesn’t really fit my tiny head.  I’m going to give it to Scott to wear when he does yard work.

Rock Tape

I recently found out that I’m allergic to this tape! So unfortunately I can’t use it.  The concept of it is pretty cool though, using tape to help tight and sore muscles.

Progenex Shaker Bottle

Basic shaker bottle. I already have a bunch of shaker bottles but it doesn’t hurt to have another on hand.

Progenex Force Samples

A pre-workout energy supplement.  Energy supplements aren’t my thing.  My body doesn’t handle stimulants too well, even the all natural ones.  So I have to pass on these samples.

Rocksauce Chill Sample

Cooling gel to help sore muscles.  This will come in handy when I have a heavy workout day!

Overall I was just OK with this box. Since Miranda is affiliated with Progenex, getting so much of that brand in one box seems a little much. Losing the trucker hat would have freed up some space for another product that could have been more workout related.

That said, I’m still enjoying getting these boxes each month and I can’t wait to see what is in this month’s box! If you lift or do Crossfit, definitely check out Barbella Box for fun goodies each month!

None of the links in this post are affiliate links.

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Fitness Friday: Work Hard

Flexing

Monday:

Was all the running:

  • 800M Run
  • 3 min Rest
  • 400M Run
  • 1:30 min Rest
  • 200M Run
  • 45 sec Rest
  • Repeat

It took me just over 30 minutes to complete this routine. I’m still getting back into running and I’m so slow.  But I did it and my hip did alright!  A little tenderness afterwards but nothing that stuck around or impacted daily life.  Thank goodness!

I worked on strength after class and was able to pull 155lb deadlift for 5.  Whoo!  Deadlift is my strongest movement and always improves my day when I get to do them.

Tuesday:

Tabata Tuesday!

8 rounds, 20 sec work 10 sec rest:

I didn’t think I did all that well until I put up my time with everyone elses’. I was pretty much right in with the group with made me pretty stoked.  Normally I’m the slowest (which is fine) but when I see that I’m in line with others then I know that I’m improving.

Wednesday:

Ugh this was a rough one and got to me mentally.  I tried not to let it but my score was so low and I let that get to me. Meh.

4 sets of each: 30 sec work, 30 sec hold

  • Push Press – Hold is bar overhead
  • Ring Row – Hold is upright position
  • Pushup – Hold is in plank position
  • Squat – Hold is in squat

So hard and I had to take a lot of breaks.  I was able to keep the bar overhead for each 30 seconds but had to break after that before starting push presses again.  I could not hold the squat for very long before needing to stand up. Every time a break was taken, 1 point gets subtracted from your overall total and that’s what got me in the end.  I had to take the most breaks during the squat and that ate up my total points.  Ah well.

On the upside, I did banded pullups today with only one band where I had previously been using two.  So that’s some progress!

Thursday:

Our workout consisted of two AMARPS.  It was definitely challenging!

1st AMRAP for 12:

  • 7 Hang Cleans
  • 7 Front Squats
  • 7 Thrusters

I think I’m going to have to get some wrist wraps.  My wrists fatigue so quickly causing me to need to take breaks. I could power through more squats and thrusters but my wrists tire out easily.

2nd AMRAP for 5:

Whew! I was sweating buckets at the end of this workout.

Friday:

DEADLIFTS! I was so excited to see this on the board!

  • 5 Deadlifts @ 135lb
  • 5 Handstand Pushups (That I modified)
  • 1 Rope Climb (That I also modified)

135lb used to be my 1 rep max on DL and now I can do that for a workout.  Whooo!  Progress and gainz,  I can see them!

After the workout we had to carry a 55lb sandbag for 400m.  Which was much nicer than having to carry a 55lb barbell for that same distance.

This week definitely had some ups and downs and some moments when I started second guessing myself.  But I powered through and am still seeing some progress which is exactly what I want.  Slow by steady, I’m getting there.

 

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Fitness Friday: Tired Legs

crossfit gym

Monday:

Rough night of sleep Sunday evening lead me to playing catchup all day.  I slept late and hit the 9am class.  It was all running for the workout.  I was nervous about how my hip would hold up since this would be the longest run I’ve done in months.

  • 400m Jog
  • 300m Sprint
  • 50m Jog
  • 50m Walk
  • x 4

I was slow AF and my sprint was more like a faster jog but I made it through all four rounds. My hip did amazing! It was slightly sore after the workout but nothing major and was gone after a few hours.

YES! This means I’m making progress and can start doing longer runs on the weekends!

Because I went to a later class I wasn’t able to get in any additional strength training that day.

Tuesday:

Much better! I slept well and had plenty to eat to fuel me through this workout.

Cindy  AMRAP for 20

  • 5 Pullups
  • 10 Pushups
  • 15 Squats

I did ring rows instead of pullups.  I was able to get through 4 rounds of pushups before having to switch over to being on my knees.  We were told that this workout we had to pace ourselves instead of trying to blast through the whole thing.  I ended up with 11 rounds + 19.  I was about 2-3 rounds behind everyone else.  Which is fine but maybe my pace was too slow? Perhaps I should have tried to bump that up a bit.  I’m happy with the workout and my results though. I thought for sure I would get gassed on all the squats but those are getting stronger and I’m able to do them for much longer.

Wednesday:

We worked on snatches today and I’m still plugging away at a lower weight on this one. I’m making progress though and have been able to increase weight slightly.  Increasing ladder of:

  • 5 Power Snatches
  • 5 Burpee Box Jumps
  • 10 Power Snatches
  • 10 Box Jumps
  • 15 Power Snatches
  • 15 Burpee Box Jumps
  • 20 Power Snatches
  • 20 Box Jumps

Took me 9:23 at 25lbs. Not too shabby! I was worn out by the end!

I did some light squats after the workout.  My legs and hips were so achey and tired that I could only do a few reps at 65lb before calling it quits.  My body just wasn’t having it.

Thursday:

Partner workout today, not for time, just had to grind through.

  • Row 250M
  • 20 KB Front Rack Walking Lunges

Then

  • 20 Push Presses
  • 20 Bent Over Rows

So one partner does one set and the other partner works the other set, then you switch.  In total, we had to do each set twice.  Weighted lunges are still very challenging for me.  I used 20lb kettle bells and still had trouble getting back up after lunging.  Someday I’ll be able to do weight lunges without even thinking about it.

Friday:

UGH.  I can’t even fully explain the workout because it was a crazy partner workout.  But it boils down to doing 90 reps of push presses at 50lbs and then rowing 2500m.  Yeah.  Coach told me to pick a pace and stick with it so I did just that.  I got through it, slowly, but I did it.  Wiped out.

Over all this week was just alright.  I was feeling really run down and tired the early part of the week.  Wednesday I was a wreck and thankful I had the day off.  I was feeling like such a slug this week and it was really starting to get to me mentally.

Right now I’m happy the week is done, it was a long one!

 

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Mental Blocks and Hangups

kettlebells

Training definitely has its ebbs and flows.  Sometimes you feel like you’re making progress and riding the gainz train like a pro.

Then sometimes things feel off and you feel like a slug in gym clothes.

This week I’m the slug.

I’m doing OK and I’m still seeing progress with my training.  But I’m also having A WEEK where my energy is low, sleep is being a bitch, everything hurts, and I’m riding the struggle bus.

Maybe it’s PMS related.  Maybe my body is just asking for me to take a break and slow things down.

Maybe it’s all in my head and I’m just being a wuss. And there it is, THE DOUBT.

Because an off week can just throw you for a loop and doubt starts to creep in.  I start questioning all my movements, life, and wondering if I’m on the right track.

Doubt has no place under the bar.  Confidence is what gets that bar to move.

But this week I’m second guessing everything and asking all the questions that doubt makes us ask.

Why can’t I lift XX amount yet?

Why hasn’t the scaled moved at all?

Will I ever be able to run 6 miles again?

Will I reach my goals or are they all just pointless?

And on and on and on.

I’m trying not to let it eat me up too much but you know how that goes.  My gym had a great article up today and it has helped so much.  It talks about this very thing and also talks about making sacrifices to achieve those goals. You can read it here.

This paragraph in particular is everything right now:

Just because you can’t do something today, does not mean that you won’t be able to do it one day. If you can dream it, you can achieve it.

So I’m going to keep working and keep plugging away because I have goals and I want to reach them.

Status

Fitness Friday: Getting Stronger

Me flipping tires

Monday:

This workout was completely different from what we normally do at the gym. It consisted of a run/walk routine for different meters and it was for three rounds.

  • 200m Fast Run
  • 100m Walk
  • 100m Fast Run
  • 50m Walk
  • 200m Fast Run
  • 150m Walk

Since I’m still working on getting my hip strength up, I rowed instead.  During the walking part, I just rowed really slowly.  It was interesting and challenging to make sure I was at the right distance.

I did strength training after and was able to do a working set, 3×5 of 90lb squat.  It was hard and not pretty but I got it done.  I’m pretty close to being able to start the second level of strength training.  If I’m calculating right, I should be able to start that in the next few weeks.

Tuesday:

We got to work on deadlifts! We don’t do deadlifts as part of our workout too much so this was an exciting moment and I was stoked!

The workout was 21-15-9

  • Deadlifts @ 125lb
  • Box Jumps @ 16 inches

I might have been able to do a little heavier on deadlifts but not by much.  In total that ends up being 45 reps and I was definitely feeling it by the end.  UGH.

It wiped me out for the rest of the day, I was spent!  Was in bed by 8:30 and asleep by 9!

Wednesday:

My body was so tired and sore that I was dragging as I headed to the gym.  Of course there would be tire flips on the schedule.  Of course! Tire flips were part of the warmup today and I did them pretty well!  Though my back is pretty achy now.

Workout was 3 rounds in 21 minutes:

  • 0-2min
  • 200m Run + Jump Rope
  • 2-3min
  • Push Presses @ 55lb
  • 3-4min
  • Ring Rows
  • 4-5min
  • Hanging Squat Cleans @ 55lb
  • 3min rest between rounds

My squat cleans aren’t that great but are getting better.  I’m slowly, slowly, starting to get more comfortable being under the bar.

I was able to do the workout at the prescribed weight of 55lb! I’ve been chasing that weight for a while now and was so happy to work it today!

Because I’m sore and tired, I didn’t do any strength work today.  Maybe I could have done some squats but my body was feeling pretty worn out.

Thursday:

Oh my gosh, Wednesday I was so tired, achey, and sore it was ridiculous.  I kept complaining and then telling Scott that it’s a side effect of being a badass.  I was joking.  Mostly.

I thought I would have trouble with today’s workout but once I got warmed up I was fine.  I also must have got some killer sleep Wednesday night because I woke up feeling so much better and way less achey.

Today’s workout included a 400m farmer’s carry, 35lb in each hand.  Thankfully I have a few friends in class and we were able to walk it together which made it less painful.

Workout today included Sumo Deadlift High Pulls which is a mouthful.

AMRAP for 10:

  • 10 SDHP @ 65lb
  • 10 Lateral Burpees over bar

I completed 4 and a half rounds.  I got one round in at 70lb for the SDHP but had to drop down to 65 for the rest. That said, 65lb is still significant weight for me and an increase.  It was tough and I had to take some rest breaks but I did it.  Working hard to get stronger everyday.  That’s the goal.

And to wear booty shorts but that’s another topic for another time!

Friday:

This workout was a tough one:

  • 30sec Row
  • 90sec 5 Goblet Squats and 10 Pushups

For 15 rounds.  UGH! I pushed through and got it done.  I think what helped is that I didn’t know what round I was on, I just went until coach said to stop.

This week was challenging but I’m making good progress.  I am definitely getting stronger and am able to more weight for some moves. My endurance seems to also be increasing, yeah I still have to take some breaks during the workout but not nearly as much or as long as before.

Hooray for progress!