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Non-Food Related Weight Loss Goals and Rewards

Short purple hairRewards are a big part of the whole diet and weight loss cycle.  “If I do X then I can have Y.”  Which doesn’t seem that bad but a lot of people rely on food or drink as their rewards.  “If I workout all this week, I can have fries this weekend!”

I’m all about rewards but feel like we should start moving away from food/beverage rewards and start focusing more on non-edible rewards for our hard work.  Maybe a massage?  Or a new outfit or pair of shoes?

Setting rewards definitely helps keep us focused and to stay on track.  I don’t think it’s bad or counterintuitive to set rewards.  I do feel that we should make these rewards something that are also going to make us feel awesome and keep us on track with our goals.

I have set up several rewards for hitting my weight loss goals.  There was a time when I didn’t even think that I would make it to any of those rewards.  It seemed so far down the tunnel that I didn’t know if there was light at the end.

This month I have hit one of my goals and was able to reap the reward.  It was amazing!

I have always wanted purple streaks in my hair but never pulled the trigger and got it done.  Lots of reasons why but the most recent one (and most silly!) was because I thought that I was too chubby to pull it off.

Because of that reasoning, I made it one of my rewards.  Something to work towards because I really wanted that purple!

And I made it!  I’m down 25 pounds thanks to working out and eating well.  That was my goal, once I was down that amount, my reward was to go and get some purple in my hair.

BOOM!

Now I have awesome purple hair (it’s hard to capture in a picture but it’s rad, I promise) and I feel amazing thanks to all the hard work I’ve been putting in.

Do I have more goals?  You bet!  I have several for when I reach my happy weight and I can’t wait to get there because I will get to do all these awesome things.

So do you have a reward for hitting a weight loss or workout goal?  If not, set one today and keep a note of it somewhere so you have a visual of what you’re working towards.

 

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This Week In Pizza And Fitness

Grain Free pepperoni pizzaThe pizza this week was super simple, pepperoni and some pickled jalapeños on top!  The crust was the same base as last week.  I still don’t have any cassava flour so it was all almond flour and tapioca flour.

For some reason, yeast is not an easy thing to purchase here.  All the stores carry only the small little packets of yeast that are on the pricey side.  I recently ordered some Bob’s Red Mill yeast off of Amazon and I love it!  So far it’s been the best yeast that I’ve used and it comes in 8oz bags which is bigger than the jars of yeast that are available.  If you’re looking for yeast, check out Bob’s Red Mill (not an ad, I really like this yeast).

Scott and I have come to a conclusion about Pizza Thursdays though.  We’ve decided that we’d rather have pizza on occasion instead of having it each week.  For me personally, I have found that I really would rather have a big plate of protein and veggies over the pizza.  The pizza is delicious, don’t get me wrong!  But it’s not as satisfying as having veggies and fish, for example.

So pizza is only going to be on occasion and not a weekly thing.  I know, just as we were getting started again with Pizza Thursday, we’re nixing it.  It won’t be gone forever!

Fitness

Fitness has been going strong this week but running hasn’t been at the top.  We’ve been getting hammered with a ton of rain lately and getting out to run hasn’t happened all that much.  I know we need the rain but I have been bummed that running has been mostly sidelined.

Monday and Tuesday I did Max 30 workouts.

Wednesday was a day off.

Thursday, Run!!  There was a break in the rain in the morning so I was able to get out for a run.  It was glorious!

Friday, either another Max 30 workout or a 21 Day Fix workout.

I did get a chance to run last Sunday as well and that’s been all for this week.  It’s supposed to rain the rest of the weekend and possibly snow on Sunday.  Yikes!

How was your fitness this week?

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May Goals

Fort Collins TrailNew month means it’s time to set up some new goals!  Let’s check back with April’s goals and go over those.

Getting up at 6am during the week

I have successfully established an early morning routine.  I’m in bed early and because of that I have no issues with getting up early in the mornings.  I have two days during the week where I can sleep in but otherwise I’m up and getting my day started.

I feel so much better when I follow this routine.  I am much happier and get so much more accomplished!

Running several times a week

I didn’t get to run as much as I would have liked thanks to weather and muddy trails but I did run a good bit. I only focused on running as my main exercise last month because I was working towards establishing a good foundation. I feel like I have that now and am looking forward to increasing distance.

Going full on Primal with eats

Done!  I’ve been mostly Primal since February but last month I decided that this lifestyle was fully working for me and it was time to embrace it.  I posted all my eats on Instagram and aside from some tots on occasion, my eats were entirely Primal.  It’s amazing how much better you feel when you eat well!

Overall I feel that last month was a success and that I met all of my goals.  Now it’s time to improve on them!

May Goals

A lot of goals I have for this month are more professional focused but I do have a few personal goals as well.

Keep Running, Run Farther

I am still focused on running and now want to work towards increasing my mileage.  My big goal is to work up to a six mile run.  I’m not sure if that’s something I can achieve in one month as it takes me a long time to be able to add on mileage.  However I am going to work towards increasing my mileage and break past the two mile run zone.

Add In Strength Exercises

Since I was so focused on running, I stopped doing other exercises and I definitely notice a difference!  I’ve lost some of the strength I built up when I did Max 30.  My endurance and cardio are still good, thankfully!  Along with running, I’ll be doing the Max 30 routine again.  This will help me gain some strength back and also should help my running as well.

What goals or items are you looking to accomplish for the month of May?

 

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This Week in Pizza and Fitness

grain free pizzaI have yeast!  Crazy thing to probably exclaim from the rooftops but it makes me so damn happy.

Yeast based pizza crusts are much more enjoyable to me over yeast-free crusts.  The yeast gives much needed airiness to the heavy almond flour base.  The dough becomes light and crunchy instead of being dense and crunchy. Using a lot of almond flour can make doughs so heavy but by adding yeast, it makes them less like a rock in your stomach.

I’m still experimenting with dough ratios and finding the one combo that works the best taste-wise and also results in a dough that is more manageable.  This week’s dough was:

  • 2.5C Almond Flour
  • 1C Tapioca Flour
  • 2 Eggs
  • 1TBSP Yeast
  • 1TBSP Sugar (Your choice, cane, coconut, or honey are all fine)
  • 1/2C Warm Water

Add the water to a stand mixer bowl, add the yeast, sugar, and combine.  Allow to sit for at least 5 minutes so the yeast can bloom.  Then add in the eggs and 1 cup of the almond flour.  Mix on low and slowly add in the remaining flours.  Mix until well combined.

This is a wet dough, do not expect it to look like a gluten pizza dough.  Cover the mixing bowl with plastic wrap leaving a small open space for gases to vent.  Let rise for at least an hour (can go longer).

Preheat oven to 450 degrees and line a baking sheet with parchment paper.  Grease the parchment paper with olive oil and dump the pizza dough on top.  With your hands and a spatula move the dough around until it fills the whole baking sheet.

This takes time! The dough is sticky and tricky to move around. It will work, you just have to be patient.  Once the dough is spread out and even, put the dough in the oven to pre-cook.  About 5-7 minutes.  Remove add, sauce, and your toppings and cook for about another 20 minutes until the cheesy is all bubbly.

Our toppings this week were red onion, roasted red pepper and spinach chicken sausage, and a few random pieces of pepperoni.

The chicken sausage is new that I picked up at Costco.  Minimal ingredients and contains no gluten.  You can actually see the large pieces of spinach and pepper in the sausage! That’s pretty impressive for a sausage.

This dough wasn’t bad and up there as one of the better ones.  Very crispy with a nice light center.  I’m hoping to get some more cassava flour so I can experiment a little more with that.  I don’t like only relying on almond and tapioca flours for all the things.

Looking for standard pizza dough?  I’ve got one right here. (You can use all-purpose, white whole wheat, or spelt. It’s a really forgiving and versatile recipe).

FITNESS

 

maxwell_trailThis week was a good one!  Well except for skipping a workout on Monday.  Shame on me!

Monday 4/27: No workout!  I got wrapped up with some work projects and time got away from me.  I worked right until I had to make dinner and then it was off to bed.

Tuesday 4/28: Run!  We had some rain over the weekend and on Monday so I should have realized that some of the trails would be closed but I didn’t check before I headed out.  I spent a too much time driving around town looking for an open spot.  Finally found one and got 2 miles done.  This was one of my better runs!  I also went out at like 10 am and found that I really enjoy that time for a run.  I’ve had breakfast but I’m not hungry for lunch just yet.  It seems like a good balance.

Wednesday 4/29: 2 mile run!  Same route that I took on Tuesday because I ended up really enjoying that run.  A much later run, around 1pm.  I was hungry and a little cranky so this run didn’t feel as solid as Tuesday’s.

Thursday 4/30: 2 mile run bright and early with my girl Jenny!  She just completed her first Whole 30 and she did an awesome job!  We’re both at about the same pace and same distance right now so it was great to have a buddy.  This wasn’t one of my better runs though.  I had to stop and walk twice for a few seconds.  I was so fatigued!  I hadn’t been sleeping well this week and that finally caught up to me.  I was spent and my legs were so tired.  I crashed hard after breakfast and ended up taking a nap.  It was much needed!

I am playing the rest of the week by ear.  There will be something done but not quite sure what just yet.

How was your exercise this week?

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Chubby In A State of Fit

Winding TrailWhen we first moved to Colorado I had the visions of becoming a stronger runner and running on all kinds of trails. This was my dream but as it turned out, not my reality.

I was a few pounds heavier when we got here thanks to the stress of losing our first dog, selling our house, and packing up everything to move to a state we had never been to before.  The move was exciting but I would be lying if I said it wasn’t also a tad stressful.

We started our life in Fort Collins and that’s where my healthy lifestyle changed for the worst but (spoiler alert) also for the better.  I’ll get to that in a minute.

I had the worst time running.  I was never what would be considered a fast runner but when I got here the elevation smacked me down to the ground.  Suddenly I was running really slow, needing to take walk breaks, and having a horrible time trying to breathe while running.

It sucked.  Sucked hard.

Whenever I tried to talk to others about it, everyone just looked at me like I had three heads.  As if the concept of struggling to breathe was so completely foreign to them that they thought I was making it up or being overly dramatic about the situation.

I started to feel isolated, like I was the first person to ever experience this before in all of Colorado. Sound ridiculous?  It totally does.  Until you are surrounded by folks who all do some sort of activity and they look down their nose upon others who don’t.  I realize that sounds very dramatic and that obviously not everyone in Colorado is this way.  But when you are struggling to do something that you have easily done for years and everyone around you acts as if you’re being ridiculous and please just get over it already, that is exactly how it feels.

Scott always supported and encouraged me.  Always. But when you’re struggling through a one mile run and your husband can just go out and easily run 3 miles like it’s no big deal, that doesn’t really help matters.  That only made me feel worse.

Why is exerting myself at high altitude so hard while everyone else seems to have no issues with it?

This is what caused to me spiral down into what I’m labeling, “A Running Depression”.  And I spiraled down hard. I didn’t have anyone to connect with or a support system so I stopped caring about anything, most especially me.  I gained a bunch of weight and didn’t give a flip about anything.  Someone I knew (I am not saying friend because they clearly are not) even stopped talking to me because I wasn’t running and had gained weight.

Thanks buddy! You’re awesome!

I couldn’t connect with others and when I tried to “talk shop” about running everyone would just stop and stare at me.

Here I was this chubby chick who talked about how I used to eat half marathons for breakfast, and everyone gave me the side-eye like I was lying.  Well there’s a smack in the face for you.  That stung.  I’m chubby so obviously I have no clue about exercise, right?  (And yes, people still do not take me seriously when I try to talk about running or share my distance running history.)

That forced me into isolation even more.  Every time someone brought up a race or was looking for some advice for running, I couldn’t even join in the conversation since no one would believe me or take me seriously anyway.

As much as I love where I live, there was a lot of, “what the hell am I doing here” moments.  Again, something I never talked about because if I couldn’t even share my struggles with running, I obviously can’t share my struggles with life.

Joining a running group? Ha! My pace is considered walking to them.  “Slow” here is a 9 minute mile.  I didn’t even run that when I was at my peak let alone now.

There was no place for me.  I didn’t fit in.  I was in a very dark place for about two years because of this.  I was unhappy and oh man did I hate that time.

Did I get past this?  YES.  I am here to tell you that there is light at the end of this dark tunnel.  I finally found a support group.  It is online, not local.  I was able to connect with a bunch of other women who are also working towards either getting back their healthy lifestyle or are starting a brand new healthy living journey.  We all support each other.

Because of this I was able to start working out at home.  I was able to get my shit together.  I worked out at home for two months doing an exercise program called Max 30.  I was able to drop some weight and bump up my endurance since I was doing HIIT style workouts.  Which are HARD.

This is what gave me confidence.  I tested the waters and tried running again.  I could do it!  I ran a whole mile without stopping!

I am slow.  It takes me 30 minutes to run two miles.  Sometimes I have to walk for a few seconds.

I am OK with this.

Because I know that I’m on the right path and I’m doing what is right for me.  I’m done caring what others think because I’m making progress.  On my terms.

I’m doing my own thing, I have a support system, and I’m making progress.  This is all that matters to me right now.

And OK, yes, I’m also silently flipping everyone the bird who treated me like I was crap.

This will be something I’m constantly battling.  Even now, when out on a hike, a hike that would be considered “easy” by others, I still have to stop and catch my breath. “Easy” hikes are challenging for me.  I’m a slow hiker.  Again, I’m OK with this, because I’m outside and doing something I love.  I’m just a little slower and I do not have a problem with this anymore.  I would rather be a slow hiker verses being someone who doesn’t hike at all.  I am not that girl anymore who doesn’t give a shit about anything.  I don’t ever want to be that girl again.

I was prompted to share my story thanks to Outdoor Beginner’s post.  Because she shared her story it made me realize that I am not alone.  That yes, struggling with exercising at elevation is a thing and many people are currently working through it.

This was really comforting for me and made me realize that I should share my story too.

I’m here to tell you, that there are others who struggle with exercising at elevation. You are not alone. It’s hard and it takes time.  You will get past it but it does take some time and everyone’s timeline is different.  If you are feeling isolated or feeling like you don’t have support, reach out!  If you need support, let’s talk so that I can help you and help you connect with others who are going through the same thing.  Support is key so that we don’t feel so alone and isolated in the land of the fit.

Also, for those that are active and fit and doing their thing, if someone tries to reach out to you and talk about their struggles, don’t blow them off.  Don’t tell them to just get past it.  Support them and help them through it.  They opened up to you, don’t squash that.  Be a friend.